Hesitation

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Oh man. How time flies. That’s a picture of my husband and Xavier the day he was born. Now we’re going for his two month check up and first set of shots tomorrow.
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I swear I could cry just thinking about it. I know this needs to happen and it’s best for him. I’m just being silly. Deep breath.

Well.. my maternity leave is up in two weeks. I have the option to extend it and my husband fully supports that. I’m so torn.

I’d like to think I’ve always had a really strong work ethic. I feel guilty now leaving them with all my work. I’ve been checking work emails and trying to help out here and there. But then again… work will always be there. I will never get this time back with my son.

What to do? What to do?

I’m going to bring it up to a coworker tomorrow to test the waters. I think there has been some chatter about me staying out a little longer anyway.

Oh life.

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